My parents are leaving to California for the weekend. This is very good for me because there is nobody to monitor my eating habits for that time. :) so this weekend my max calories a day will be set at 200 (or less) I do have to make sure I workout 2 hrs a day and 6 glasses of water too. Since beginning my pro-Ana lifestyle I have lost 15 lbs in 2 weeks.
You are going to end up dying because of what you are doing to your body. Nobody finds a walking skeleton with a thin layer of skin to cover it "pretty". Quite the opposite of anything! Not to forget that you are putting a lot of stress on your body, and starving yourself will only cause you to go through starvation mode, which will end up doing the exact opposite of your goals. Imagine the amount of people who know you and how they are going to feel if you end up dying because of what you are doing to yourself. At some point this will inevitably end in regret. If you keep going on this road, you will only be nothing more than simply viewed as both sickly and ugly by others. Nobody finds beauty in being sickly. The first step to healing is admitting that you have a problem that needs to be healed. There are a plethora of resources out there that you may want to try. Here is a link to an eating disorder helpline:
ReplyDeletehttps://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/help-support/contact-helpline